Everyones going on holiday apart from me!!!!!!!!!!

It's not fair!!!!!!!! I aint had a holiday for years I need a beach!!!!

Anywayz now my little whinge is out the way, have you been watching X-Factor I was reading about that black girl who Simon said he loves was her name Rachel or something, damn shes been thru a lot she's proper lived some mad life, so she'd be a good song writer/story teller. Hopefully she gets far cuz it's nice to see people doing fuckeries, then realzing that it's dumb and turning their life around.

I stil don't get why Cheryls a judge she's hardly had any experience in the industry I can understand anyone else judging but her i think thats a piss take!

Also I finally got to watch Keyshia Coles reality show on BET (stupid channel) and it was OK the whole family went to theropy wow thats another group of ppl who have been thru a whole heap. I was sitting and crying like a fool most of the way thru that especially when the mum gave a speech to a group of recovering addicts wow I cried, then the ppl on tv cried then I cried more, shit I'm such a cry baby, well i don't care lol