Is what Ishould be working on at the moment....but...I'm just getting distracted by nothing. theres nothing on TV so theres no reason for me to be watching it, I think cuz I know that I need to get it done I'm somehow rebelling against myself which aint really getting me anywhere.
My mum keeps asking me to go to the carnival dance tonight but I really can't be assed, my photographer Nats is going (hahaha sorry for you Nats) I don't think she really has a choice, my mum was determined to drag 1 of us there lol I kinda lost interest in the whole organising the Reading Carnival thing a while ago. I was so happy when I first joined the committee I was like OK I can give my ideas help with the publicity and basically try to better carnival then then chairlady soon put a stop to that, shes the most stubborn person ever, shes so stuck in her ways she doesnt want carnival to move forwards or take anyones opinions or good ideas into consideration. Now we was gonna try and get Lil Rick over for the carnival dance and have it in a massive venue in Reading, now what we came to find out was that this same chairlady had direct contacts to Lil Rick AND Rupee and just just kept them to herself and didnt attempt to helptry get him over. She's so impersonable after a while I just couldn't be assed to talk to her or deal with her she wants to do everything then complain she's doing everything. Far too highly strung for my liking. So I kinda stopped going to the meetings,(as did a lot of people) but I'm still gonna help out on the day cuz I'm a nice person plus I wanna film it and maybe do some interviews for the magazine.
OK so back to the summer issue of FU oh I don't wanna work on the layout now...maybe I should. But if I'm not feeling inspired then I'm not gonna be doing myself any favours, ooooh. OK I know what I'll do I need to go thru the pics of the photoshoot and choose which 1s will be in the magazine, yeah I'll do that....
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