Depressed

This new job is really depressing me now I aint looking down on anyone who works in the post room of an office but that position is supposed to be a starting block then you move up from there. You don't work in the office then go work in the post room after you've gained bare experience. I'm sooo pissed and I feel soooo down it's kinda degrading (to me anywayz) I know money is money but the way people try talk to me it jus aint worthit and I've been so pissed off today when ppl have tried to come at me the wrong way I've been really assy and if i'm not doin that I'll jus ignore them and walk off.

Now how can someone own a magazine and still be working a shitty deadend job.. its that point alone that depresses me. Wen i'm in places like this i dont feel inspired to do anything. The only thing i'm interested in is my magazine everything else just bores me.

Now I cud go home and cry to myself but I really can't be assd when I get home I mite jus set up the pay pal and then have an early night actually maybe I'll do some Tae Bo to get the anger out then have a long soak in the bath then bed.. yeah that sounds nice. But I'm still not happy tho lol