I got the magazines 2day I can't believe it I'm soooo happy. When the guy delivered them I just stood there with my mouth open. I went thru so many emotions opening it, 1st I was screaming then I was shaking then the inevitable happened and I started crying. It was so overwhelming, it's been like 6 years I've been perfecting my craft and over 3 years I've been trying to get a writing job. Apart from my local newspaper no1 has given me any work experience I've had to just carry on writing in my spare time. I wanted to write for a magazine, I wanted to be like Carrie and live the whole Sex and the City lifestyle but now I have my own magzine. People have said to me that it's a good thing I got the knockbacks otherwise I wouldn't have thought to start a magazine and I guess thats true cuz the magzine was born out of frustration. Frustration that I cudnt get a job and that talented people were being overlooked.
Just looking at me just makes me so proud of myself. When I used to see famous singers saying 'If you want to be a singer you need to work hard and your persistence will pay off, or they'd say believe in yourself and your dreams will come true' and I used to be like thats bolloks! Now I understand because I worked hard for years and now my dreams are finally starting to come true.
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